Renjie is currently feeling VERY contended and satisfied.... so happy that he has decided to trry* to post more regularly in the future.

Anyways, I just came back from Shuai Chen's hosue... it's kinda stupid that I had to rush all the wayy there immediately after scout meeting. lols. But anyways, the d&t project is basically 搞定了* . XD

Investiture ceremony for the sec 1s next week... and all the sec 2s are gonna perform check yes juliet by we the kings. Sounds quite fun! (and we shuld dedicate the song to the sec 1s =D)

And I feel inspired to make a blogskin. =D
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* Try doesn't mean I will do it. =D


* I shall officially try (refer to previous note) to increase the no. of china words in my blog... 'cause thats the few things I OWN xq in! XD


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(added on at 12.33am)

yes... at this insane time, I'm posting in my blog. =D

Anyways, I've been asking myself: Why do I keep putting uneccesary burdens on myself?

I mean, look at me. I'm the well known solo-ist, chiongster in PW. I sometimes am bearing the entire burden of the group. I sometimes don't trust the people in my group. I just... don't trust people enough.

Now, all thanks to my distrust and 'chiongster' nature, I have a LOADS of work to do. D:

For Pete's sake, can't you all just give me a break?

And can you start to have more motivation and PLAN things yourself, instead of me spoon-feeding you, going around the class to try to accomodate all your nicely, packed schedules, trying to NICELY tell you to do this and that?

STOP ACTING LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. GROW UP.

Just lemme slack ONCE. Just this once. Just lemme be irresponsible. Just lemme pig out. Just... STOP LEAVING ALL THE BURDENS ON MY SHOULDERS.

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Was VS a wrong choice for me?

Should I have rewound time and wrote AHS as my 1st choice in the PSLE school posting thingy?

These are questions worth considering. D:

After about a week of abensce, renjie is back! =D

So, CA week ahs come to an end. I screwed up some of my papers. -.-

Anyways, I'm thinking of changing blogskins soon... to something more SIMPLE and more UNIQUE... something that will make people go, "OMG!" xD

And lols... weird popups are showing up. Better go do a virus scan after this.

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sian. How come my posts all no substance de? D:

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The official blog of OSS! xD

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Pressure.

Where does it come from?

Your parents? Your teachers? Your classmates?


Sometimes it comes from YOURSELF...

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Even the best fall down sometimes....

--Howie Day, Collide.

I hope I will never have to say that, but looks like I will. D:

Today VS was invaded by a bunch of friendly, wonderful christmas trees! And yours truly is one of them!

But seriously, today is like.. founder's day for scouts. It's actually 22 Feb, but since it's a saturday, we're celebrating in advanced.

So nothing much happened today, just that I felt like an idiot in uniform sometimes... and for goodness sake, STOP ASKING ME WHAT IS MY RANK. THERE ARE NO RANKS IN SCOUTS. OKAY????? =DD


byebye for now. XD

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I have alwasy tried not to put the label 'slacker' on anyone.

For example, Renda. I remember during OPW Group Selection, Hansel was like, "OMG RENDA! HE'S SUCH A SLACKER..."

Actually, he isn't. I remember an instance when I asked him to give me a piece of work for D&T by that night. And guess what? he imemdiately, agreed, and it apppeared in my email early that night. And even better still, his work was very well-done. I've worked with Renda for quite a number of projects; for all of them, he has convinced me that he is DEFINITELY not a slacker and is one of the most hardworking ppl around. =D

Another example: Lucas.

In the retardedly 'counting traffic' stupid maths project the previous year, I remember calling him to tell him to switch roles with me.

I expected him to come up with aboslutely nothing, but he did his job. =DDDD


I don't think that Renda, Lucas and the other so-called 'slackers' that I worked with are just being non-slack just because they are in my group. THEY WERE NEVER SLACKERS TO BEGIN WITH. So stop your crap about 'Oh, he's such a slacker!'. What gives you the right to judge people like that??

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Look through my previous groupings for project work and you'd find that I have never worked with Jeremy, Hansel, all the other 'elite', supposedly non-slack people. (except for once, of course.)

It's like... what's the fun of it all if I work with them??? =DD

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This opens another question: Do people see ME as a slacker?

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Although I try not to put the slacker label on anyone, I feel that some people may really be slackers.

Do you know what a de facto leader is? Someone who's not officially the leader but unofficially is?

Sometimes I have to play de facto leader and be the stoopid chiong-ster who solos out all the work while everyone is relaxing. Can't be helped, when the leader of a certain online project you are doing seems to be a slacker himself. D:

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Tomorrow I shall be dressed as a un-decorated christmas tree.

In fact, there will be over 40+ christmas trees in VS. Look out for them. XD

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renjie says:
sian leh
renjie says:
i hate chinese
renjie says:
i hate our stoopid, boring cher
renjie says:
*our
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
shut up , a1/2 scholar
renjie says:
eh seriously lah
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
i get c6
renjie says:
my a1 was only becoz of project stuff
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
my paper just pass
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
yours was ownage
renjie says:
WTH
renjie says:
last year my SA2 aso just pass -.-
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
shut up, thats a lie
renjie says:
its true lah
renjie says:
i gt 58
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
total lie
renjie says:
ask justin if euu dun believe -.-
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
you are not allowed to speak about lousy results
renjie says:
WHY!?
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
because ur score's too good
renjie says:
ehh seriously lah
renjie says:
i gt 58
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
silence
renjie says:
i failed my maths paper D:
Renda- PLEASE DONT DIE ON ME ! MY BELOVED COMPUTER says:
but ur score still owned
renjie says:
i told euu, thats becoz of PROJECT WORK!!!

I'm not as good as everyone thinks.

Stop giving me all the crap about being a 'a1/a2 scholar' or whatever.

STOP calling me to ask me how to solve all your crappy problems or all your crappy thingies.

JUST STOP ALL THIS.

I wanna be normal again.

What will you do if you only have 3 seconds left to live?

Many of us will try to complete our final wishes or something liddat, right?

It's funny how many a times, we only appreciate things when they come to an end.

And it's funny when life nears its end, you realise how much time you wasted.

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Every second that has passed brings you 1 second closer to your death.

Depressing thought, right? but still, don't fear death. fear what comes after it. XD

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10.26pm.

What a depressing, emo time.

i just realised that alot of ppl like to send project stuff in weird file formats.

For example, wps. (some crap Microsoft Works thingy that almost no one has)

Seriously, isit THAT hard to just use Microsoft Word for every document involving typing and use MS Powerpoint for everything that involves presentations?

And isit that hard to convert 2007 files into earlier file formats, for your poor classmates who can't afford to pay 150+ for some crappy Office 2007 client??? D:

And I haven't mentioned about those people who like to use powerpoint sooo much, that they use it all the time, when MS Word would have been waaaaay easier for both of us.


Sighs.

Quite some time ago, i posted 5 random facts about me... (go into my archives to look for it; I'm too lazy to dig it out =D)

So now I'm doing FIFTEEN random facts. Yes. 1 5. fifteen. Isn't that such a WONDERFUL, IMPRESSIVE number!? XD

here goes:


1. I don't have a favourite food.

2. I haven't played an MMPORG... for AGES.

3. I don't find Dango THAT cute.

4. Me on MSN is very different from me in real life.

5. my personality:



6. In my opinion, one of the creepiest place in Singapore is... DEFU LANE.

7. I make a HORRIBLE counseler. =D

8. Sings It Sucks To Be Me when I'm bored. xD

9. In any MMPORG, I don't like being a ranged character. Dunno why.

10. Must learn how to show more compassion.

11. I should be doing my D&T homework.

12. Liked the colour blue when I was younger, but now i prefer a combination of black and white.

13. Makes a horrible interior designer. (Sims 2 ;p)

14. I'm a horrible teacher. XD

15. Still trying to find my niche....


There you go! 15 facts for you! =D

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Alot of things happened in the past few days, and some of them are quite memorable.

Couple of days ago, we had to R&A Hey Jude by The Beatles. Don't ask me what oldies have to do with comprehension techniques... ask Maran. XD

So let it out and let it in,
hey jude, begin,
Youre waiting for someone to perform with.
And dont you know that its just you,
hey jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey Jude is overall a nice song.. apart from the above verse. If you can't catch the "hidden meaning" (contributed by SOME people *glares at someone called D*), then good for you.

But overall Hey jude is quite a nice song. As nicholas said earlier, it really is quite catchy.


HA. XD

Lols... kenna slammed by a mountain of projects and other stuff for these past few days, so I haven't been able to update for awhile. I wonder how nicholas manages to update his blog everyday -.-

And thx alot for all the people who kept spamming my tb with advice. Really helped me alot. XD

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I read through the things that I posted previously... and i have to admit, alot of things I said were in the 'heat of the moment'.

However, it's true that sometimes I do feel lonely, I do feel left out by the rest.

It's also true that sometimes I feel hated by everyone in class.

But it's also true that now I know that wad I have said about God is all wrong and false. Very false. =D

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Wanted to type about my school day here ,but i guess im too busy (and lazy). Bye for now, peeps. =D