Renjie is currently feeling VERY contended and satisfied.... so happy that he has decided to trry* to post more regularly in the future.

Anyways, I just came back from Shuai Chen's hosue... it's kinda stupid that I had to rush all the wayy there immediately after scout meeting. lols. But anyways, the d&t project is basically 搞定了* . XD

Investiture ceremony for the sec 1s next week... and all the sec 2s are gonna perform check yes juliet by we the kings. Sounds quite fun! (and we shuld dedicate the song to the sec 1s =D)

And I feel inspired to make a blogskin. =D
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* Try doesn't mean I will do it. =D


* I shall officially try (refer to previous note) to increase the no. of china words in my blog... 'cause thats the few things I OWN xq in! XD


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(added on at 12.33am)

yes... at this insane time, I'm posting in my blog. =D

Anyways, I've been asking myself: Why do I keep putting uneccesary burdens on myself?

I mean, look at me. I'm the well known solo-ist, chiongster in PW. I sometimes am bearing the entire burden of the group. I sometimes don't trust the people in my group. I just... don't trust people enough.

Now, all thanks to my distrust and 'chiongster' nature, I have a LOADS of work to do. D:

For Pete's sake, can't you all just give me a break?

And can you start to have more motivation and PLAN things yourself, instead of me spoon-feeding you, going around the class to try to accomodate all your nicely, packed schedules, trying to NICELY tell you to do this and that?

STOP ACTING LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. GROW UP.

Just lemme slack ONCE. Just this once. Just lemme be irresponsible. Just lemme pig out. Just... STOP LEAVING ALL THE BURDENS ON MY SHOULDERS.

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Was VS a wrong choice for me?

Should I have rewound time and wrote AHS as my 1st choice in the PSLE school posting thingy?

These are questions worth considering. D: