CA2 is over.... but i don't feel so happy. lol.


Anyways, I've just realised how much of a perfectionist I am. I set waay high expectations for myself in everything, even VERY insignificant stuff. Then when I don't reach my expectations, I sulk/emo/get frustrated/lash out at people. (like what I said to FN today) But then again, I lack the will to improve and change. So I keep blaming myself for not being good enough... when there's a better solution to all this.

Sighs.

It's a vicious cycle. And I'm not gonna sit in it forever.