I'm feeling sad and disappointed.

The root cause: something I looked forward to is being screwed, and someone is NOT responding to me even though I msn him sooo many times on urgent matters, and his blog is making me depressed.

it's not entirely that person's fault. Or maybe it is. I don't know.

ARGH.

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A regular tagger goes non-existant overnight.

What shall we do?

Should we call the police? Post a missing report?

What shall we do?

Nvm. I'll survive, somehow.

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I can empatize with people having shattered dreams. Many of my aspirations, dreams, goals have been broken beyond mending before.

Many of them are small goals, a few are big dreams, but it all adds up to the void in my heart, the void in me. The void only God can fill.

It's sad to be sad. It's sad to be disappointed. Now I'm feeling disgusted with that certain person; I may turn this into a hate post if I'm not careful.

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Sometimes I just can't understand the way people think. The way they behave.

Maybe I don't click well with certain persons, the one mentioned above included.

But that won't stop me from trying to be their friend.

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When you hold on to something too dearly, and that thing starts to disintegrate, you are shattered.

Sometimes its because of my overcomitting that I feel broken when things don't turn my way.

BUT I DON'T CARE. I'LL CARRY ON. People will disappoint. People will grief. But God won't. That's a consolation.