RED!
with the blood of christ!
Sunday, November 16, 2008
screwed.
/10:45 PM

my family is screwed.

no time to talk, will continue later.

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17th November 2008

This post is dedicated to Nicholas, becoz he was the one who kaypo-ed about what happened last night.

Basically, my stupid father went totally crazy, and he was screaming at my sis for something she didn't do.

It was freaky. VERY freaky. As expected, I was caught in the crossfire.

Now that the entire incident is over, it feels like it was a dream... it feels so unreal... yet it really happened.

Half my mind is telling me to never call him 'my father' again. I'm so ashamed of him. He dosen't understand anything at all, he never tries to understand, and he still dares to scream at us? Worst still, his WONDERFUL behaviour is justified by 'work stress'. ooh, what a VALID excuse.

And guess what? even after he is the one in wrong, we still have to ACCOMODATE him and his stupidness. In other words, I can't play comp. while he's around, because that stupid person is a Computer Nazi, and we have to make SOOO many concessions just because of that stupid man.

And guess what? Even though he spends the least time at home, and he's the one who hardly understands anything, and he's the one who refuses to apologise for all the ridiculous things he done, he's the most big-mouthed person, always accusing me and my sis of spending all our time playing comp, when all his claims are based on 'Everytime i come back I see you on the computer!' excuse me, but did you notice that the 'evertime you come back' is usually late at night, when we have already finished ALL our homework?

And does he even care? Obviously, no. He's probably too busy shouting and screaming to notice all this. He's probably too busy ruining my holidays (and every single day of my life soon) to notice that we are his family.

I'm sick of all this.

The person formerly known as my father sucks.