Alot of things have happened over the past few days, and i don't know how to talk about all of them :)

Anyways, every CNY my grandma will come and stay with my family... this year isn't an exception. And just a while ago, the whole Kan family desceneded upon Tampines... fortunately, they have left to their various locations... =D

And suprisingly, I haven't eaten alot of CNY goodies, as compared to previous years. Yaay! :)

On a more serious note,


My projects are getting screwed up. In particular, my MATHS project.

I could blame it on Shuai Chen. For not sending me his contribution earlier today, so I don't have to bug and spam call him, and now both of us are pissed. I could blame it on my group members, for not taking the intitiative to meet up before school ended, so that MAYBE we could have completed the project and relax in peace during this looong break.

Or I could blame it on myself. for revelling in this disorder, and not doing much to make sure we do a good job. For not being a team player. For basically being a jackass. For not trusting people, and just putting burden after burden on myself.

I am Kan Ren Jie and I have been a jackass. I need to pull myself out of this.

----------------------------

Speaking of projects,

There are basically 3 kinds of members.

Firstly, we have those who are pure 'slackers'. They don't care at all. Give them work to do and they don't do anything.

Secondly, we have those very hardworking people. They are hardworking BUT efficient. They know how to tolerate the slackers, and people of the 3rd category; They knwo how to communicate, so that everyone does their fair share of work; nothing more, nothing less. They are basically one of the best members a group can have. =D

The 3rd category belongs to people who are hardworking. TOO hardworking. So hardworking that they put burdens on themselves, they don't trust the other group members to do their work. They are also the solo-kias, the people who do the work needed ALONE. Their group can get good marks, but essentially its the work of only one person.

Guess which category I belong to.


maybe I shouldn't go for IP.... D: