On a more serious note...

I realised something: I NEED to change.

This was a conversation I had with Ren Da some time ago...

me: So what do you think of me?
dA: erm...
(after some persuading, he finally says...)
me: I think you're abit too sensetive.

A bit to sensetive. Thanks alot Ren Da. (no pun intended ;p)

I shout at people. Make them irritated. Flare up. Do all sorts of things that bury me deeper in the bitterness, the misery.

And that is something I don't deny.

This is NOT an emo post. Instead, I;ll call it a self-reflection. Now, I see what's wrong and will try my best to mend it.

God help me do that.

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