What drives us?

What drives us to do the things we do? What causes us to be sooo 'enthu' over certain stuff, but adopt a 'bo liao' attitude over others?

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In order to complete a task well, a person needs 2 things.

1. Motivation
2. Ability

you get motivated then you do it. As simple as that.

Well, maybe not.

From time to time, there are always these few freaks, these few weird people who have the motivation but no ability.

One example: ME.

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Many people have a bad impression of me. I'm very sure of it.

Many people hate me. Even more people depise me. Even I depise myself from time to time.

All this is really bringing me down.

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At the MTP session a few days ago, Mr Low advised parents to see the bigger picture, to not focus on the flaws of their child "Why focus on the tiny crack on an otherwise excellent wall so much?"

Well, what if the wall is full of cracks? What if the wall is gonna crumble into dust very soon?

You try to do rescue operations on the wall. But guess what? It isn't happy. YOU'RE KILLING THE WALL, NOT HELPING IT.

Let it crumble. If you can't help, let it crumble.

JUST GO AWAY.

i'm crumbling and no one can help. How sad.

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This earthquake weather has got me shaken
Inside I'm high up and dry

--Pictures of you by The Last Goodnight

I've always wondered what this means. What do they mean 'I'm high up and dry'?

Well today, I just discovered the answer, thanks to all the haters out there.

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