It appears that there are alot of screwed up families these days. Like mine, for example.

Sometimes I compare myself to other people I know, and other people I see. I start to pity myself. It's really disgusting, how people compare with each other, and in the end everyone loses; everyone thinks that the other person is better, the other person has a happier life... the list goes ON AND ON.

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Everyone has commited this horrible thing: Pitying yourself.

You may deny it, but don't tell me you never felt pity for yourself when disaster strikes, when your results are bad, when you lose your job, when you had a bad day. *start singing Bad Day*

Suffering... why must people choose to question it? Why must people always ask themselves, the people around them, or even God "Why, ___(fill in the blanks urself), why must this be happening?"

Why not just move on? I'm sure that isn't very hard...

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Desire is the driving force behind everything.

I'm sure you can't argue against that. xD

Before you 'Nil sine Labore' you must 'Nil sine Desire'; in other words, you must have the desire to labour before you can really labour.

I think the solution to having an un-screwed up family is this: Having the desire to put things right again, having the desire to say sorry, having the desire to forgive, having the desire to change, having the desire to see a happy family once again.

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You may argue that it isn't easy to move on. You can argue that "No one understands what I'm going through!"

If you say so, then just stay there. Don't move on from your trouble. Spend your day crying, sobbing, pitying yourself in the mess you fell through... while other people who have WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING BTW, are out there, enjoying their life.

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I am directing this post to 2 specific people. I really hope they read this...

And oh yarh, I am deleting the emo category for my posts, because they aren't really emo. They are just REFLECTIVE.

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