Chinese New Year is in Jan this year, and today I found a flyer regarding some stoopid yusheng thingy in my letterbox...

CNY has been below average, dreadful, and at most average for me. Sometimes I just wish that CNY never existed, so I don't have to go through all thehustle and bustle of it all.

Try having your dad quarelling and bitching about your grandma when she comes and stay at our house, and try having your dad throwing tantrems and refusing to visit his siblings' houses. Mostly because of a stupid argument everyone got into when I was just 6.

And try visinting your relatives' houses when you are like... so far away from them, and only see them at most a few times a year. It really is a chore, because the entire family has just fell apart and disintergrated so much, that those people that I see every year are like strangers to me.

And my grandmother will probably come and live with us for the 2 to 3 days. I don't hate her, but I think she does have a bad impression of me. And we're like seperated by a language barrier, mainly becuz my chinese sucks.

Anyways, there isn't much to look out to for CNY, except the 2 days holiday I will receive. However, in the name of CHINESE TRADITIONS (bleaugh), i shall have visit all my relatives... AGAIN.

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Finally, a message specially for xq:

I made up my mind. The hike wasn't that regrettable... =DD

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