RED!
with the blood of christ!
Monday, September 8, 2008
emo-ness.
/11:44 PM
Some people think I'm emo.
Well, that maybe true. I don't exactly know...
Sometimes I love silence. Being by yourself. Sometimes, I feel it's when I have the most freedom, when I'm not confined by people around me.
Sometimes, when people talk to me I feel very irritated, like they have stepped into an unseen boundary.
Call me introverted if you want.
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I took a personality test recently on this website. My result: 49% extroverted, 51% introverted.
Lol.
I guess you can say that I'm a happy medium... sort of.
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However, sometimes the loneliness kills me.
For example, when I was eating lunch in KFC last sunday.
Around me, people were hanging out with their cliques, their friends etc. I was that weird, emo, tall guy sitting alone. ALONE.
At that point, I felt bitter. I felt angry. I felt jealous, not at those innocent people of course,but at they way things are.
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On a random note...
'Where is The Love?' is the perfect theme song for 1984.
