Look at the time. =D

Anyways, I realised that holidays ain't as fun as I thought it'll be. I can play comp, relax from my schoolwork (BUT STILL MUST DO HOMEWORK!!), and "forget" whatever I've learnt for sec 1 for these few months... sometimes I also go to friend's house... bla bla bla bla.

But guess what? I'm still feeling rather empty inside. As if this fun is not really "fun".

I feel the same thing as when you leave a movie. For that 1-half hour you enjoy the movie, but when you get out, all your troubles and worries and cares start to hit you...again.

Lols. I only remember 1 occasion I had real, clean fun. (there might be others , of course.) It was last year, in FOP (Festival of Praise) 2007, held at the Indoor Stadium. Had a really fantastic time worshipping, praising God... an when I came home at about 1am+, I was like... super high. =D

It isn't that I'm very stressed out... it's that I'm unable to find real, clean fun.

But of course, life is still relatively good. =)

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I ain't gonna talk about some philosphical stuff... Just wanna tell you about what I did yesterday night. (now is 12.19am ;p)

Went out with my family to visit my grandma. We went to this chinese restraunt for dinner (which was nice) then 'hanged out' at her house for awhile.

Its kinda nice to be together with your family members... After all, I don't see my grandma that often. Although I don't talk so much to her (because my chinese suckz and I don't really know what to talk about), its still good to spend some time with her.

And I noticed that my posts are getting longer and longer, while Nicholas is going the other way. Hahas. =D

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