RED!
with the blood of christ!
Monday, November 10, 2008
blogging revelation.
/1:10 PM
I'm going to be completely honest with you in this post.
Last night(or should I say VERY early this morning ;p) I learned an important lesson about humility: I'm not humble. Not at all.
You may wonder why I say that... let me tell you why. I thought about what I usually talk about in this blog, and I asked myself: "why on earth am i posting sooo much about christianity, God and this kind of stuff? What is my purpose for doing so?"
Sadly, the answer seems to be, "To impress people."
It's getting harder and harder to be honest with you in this post... in fact, half my mind is telling me to scrape this post, relegate this into my drafts, so that it will never be seen again...
But anyways, I think it's very important for me to address this issue. I have a feeling that alot of people will hate me after I post this... but it's still important.
I said that I don't like "despo. attention seekers" But am I an attention seeker myself? Why do I post just to impress people? Why am I trying to get attention for myself through this blog?
From now on, I'm gonna be humble about what I can do, who I am, because I don't deserve all this attention that I was trying to garner. You may see me blogging in a completely different style... but don't fret.
Bye for now. =D
