RED!
with the blood of christ!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
/9:56 PM
I'm confused.
Seriously. I'm confused.
I'm irritated, frustrated, angry, feeling emo and blue.
Ever felt like that before?
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Staring at the computer screen, I suddenly don't know what to write.
As if I'm so emo-ish that I can't express what's in me.
Sad case, right?
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Confusion.
What a horrible word.
Ever been confused before? Ever been so 'blur', so 'WTH!?' that you feel that you're dumb, you feel that you're stupid?
I'm at that point right now.
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Blogging is supposed to be about self-expression. Expressing your ownself, what's in your life etc.
But now as I type on, I find that this isn't consoling.
We filter our words. We filter our thoughts. There are so many filters in our minds that allow us to say the politcally right stuff, and not the things we want to say.
In fact, many of my previous posts were filtered. Not all of them are true reflections, what is actually going on isnide my head.
That's the sad truth. Out of 10 bloggers, I think all 10 will have to say that their blogs are filtered too.
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10.05 p.m.
the end for this post.
